Saturday, January 31, 2009

Exploring My Personality

At the risk of sounding vain, i have decided to write my first blog about the real me. I'm introducing myself to the world and....well..... myself i guess. I have decided my journey of self descovery starts here and now in this safe little corner of the world wide web where i can be totally honest with myself and anyone who finds themselves browsing my entries.


Any task i choose to undertake is done in a flash and when at my best i remove more obstacles than a bulldozer.
so, i ask, if this is true, why aren't i doing better in life than i am? The simple fact is that beneath the oh-so-confident exterior is a small child, who at times finds herself in a world that can be complicated, large and threatening. If there ever was a person who opitomised a split personality it would have to be me! My impulsive, driving, enthusiasm insists on pushing me to the top, but once there the expectations of those left underneath me begin to prey on my mind. This is why so many of my plans stall b4 they are completed, and this also explains all those times that i run out of energy and collapse in a heap. There is alot to learn if i want to get the best out of what life has given me and life itself is my classroom and there is plenty i can do to make the best of my natural talents.
I am ready to put my latent talents to the test. As i grow in confidence i am expecting to find that i am not as alone as i sumtimes think i am. I have decides my keywords will be 'i think'. Life itself will be my launching pad to success and happiness - as long as i learn to concentrate on the task at hand.....